As I write this, I sit on a balcony on the fourteenth floor of a condominium complex on the beach. It’s quite beautiful, with the clear, calm ocean in front of me; the sound of waves gently breaking on shore. If given the opportunity, I could just sit here and do nothing for the rest of my life. It’s tempting.
And “tempting” is the right word. Over the past couple of days I’ve been here, I read Francis Chan’s books Erasing Hell and Crazy Love (I cannot recommend both highly enough), and they’ve changed my perspective greatly. Especially Crazy Love. It made me come face to face with a troubling thought: I was enjoying the creation without the Creator.
Of course, this is not to say that I should not enjoy being at the beach, getting a few days of relaxation before the frenzy of university commencement activities. But in the process, I should not forget where this all comes from. It comes from God, who gave us this beautiful world not merely for our enjoyment (although that is part of creation), but to point us to Him and His greatness.
I came to the beach to escape. I came to shut down so that I would not have to think for a while. The opposite has happened (which is usually the case when God wants something); I have been more deeply in thought than I was before I left. And this is good. Sometimes a change of location is necessary, but not for the reasons we think. I planned escape, but God captured me.
In Crazy Love, Francis Chan recounts the story of a time when he went out into the woods by himself, just to spend time with God. One of his congregants prayed for him: “God, I know how much you’ve been looking forward to this time with Francis.” This struck Chan as odd and slightly arrogant, but the truth of it resounded with him. It does with me as well, in a profound way.
God looks forward to spending time with us. Let that sink in for a moment. The God of the universe, who created absolutely everything that you see and hear — including yourself — looks forward to spending time with you. He looks forward to spending time with me. And not in an abstract sense, either. The Bible says that God desires an intimate relationship with us, His creation. This is the reason He sent Jesus to bring us back to Him. God sent His son to die so that He could be close to us. That is incomprehensible to me.
And yet, in light of this, I still ignore God when I’m enjoying His creation. Right now, forgetting the reality of God’s desire for me is never a moment away. Being here, in the presence of such an awe-inspiring scene should point me right back to God rather than pull my desires toward itself. I have to spend effort to bring my desire to God, while He naturally wants to be with me. Wow.
As I look at the dozens of people enjoying the sunshine and the water, I wonder how many of them know the reality of what I just said above. Realistically, not many of them. I say this not to flaunt my own revelation (as it was not mine to begin with), but to contemplate the tragedy that the majority of the people I see are enjoying the creation without the Creator. They are unaware of the deep love of a God who is mighty enough to create such a place, yet still seeks to have a relationship with us.
It’s a great gift we have; the ability to know God. It is a gift we should never take for granted. Times and places like this remind me of that reality, and I would like to cultivate this awareness as an ever-present force in my life. It truly is profound. We don’t need scenic beaches to remind us, either. When we become aware of God’s love for us, it is an overwhelming feeling that we can’t ignore no matter where we are. Even more than a feeling, the awareness that God wants to be close to us drives us to want to be close to Him.



